What's Holding You Back?

motivation Sep 19, 2019

Five years ago, things with SPACESHIPS had slowed down for a few months. Our drummer was working 70 hour weeks and our bassist was preparing to get married. 

And then there was me, with nothing extra going on and all these musical ideas that I couldn't share with anyone. 

So I wrote a solo album. 

But five years later, it still hasn't been released. I've played those songs live a number of times. Sometimes I've even played through the entire album. I've even come up with a name (NTVTY) and made some social media pages! But only one song has been recorded—and it's not even finished. 

If you're reading this, I'm sure that story sounds all too familiar. Creatives are infamous for their tendency to start a thousand projects before they've even finished one. We have all of these dreams and aspirations, but following through with those projects is another story.

But why? What's holding us back? Let me try to answer that by looking at the excuses I've told...

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Episode 2. The Bergamot - Jillian + Nathaniel Share What it’s Like as Full Time Musicians

podcast Sep 13, 2019


Jillian Speece and Nathaniel Hoff of The Bergamot share what life is like as two full musicians on the road. Hear how they got started in their music careers and how they got to where they are today. These two are about to release their next full length album, Mayflies, on September 19, 2019. 


The Bergamot is a nomadic husband/wife music duo that has been playing full time since 2009. Their dreamy blend of folk and 70s rock has led them to widespread acclaim, including playing SXSW, appearing in the video game Rock Band, and even winning an Emmy. They recently finished a 50-state tour and have a documentary about that tour coming soon. 


This episode is brought to you by the Killer Creators Program, where we help transform unfulfilled folks into killer creators by finding and unlocking their truest potential and learning all the practical tips around time and money management that make living as a full time creative easy to do. You can join our email...

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Episode 1: Meet the Killers How We Left the 9 to 5 to Start Our Own Creative Jobs

podcast Sep 13, 2019

In this episode, you’ll meet your hosts, Nat and Michelle FitzGerald, and learn how they went from being tired middle school teachers to running their own makerspace, art and music festivals and more. Now these two are killin’ it and living that creative life on their own terms. 


Through this episode, Nat and Michelle share the difference between doing creative work for yourself versus doing it for a living, how they got to be Killer Creators, what they were doing before, and secrets for staying creative, productive, and motivated.

  • [3:30] Michelle and Nat share what sort of creative work they are currently doing, including multiple festivals and a community makerspace. 
  • [15:00] Nat and Michelle share on the difference between doing creative work for yourself versus for a living and how you can do both.
  • [20:00] Find out what we define as the real starving artist and how we felt this way before. 
  • [24:00] What changed everything and pushed us into...
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6 Reasons Why You Need to Make Art

motivation Sep 06, 2019

Maybe you say that you are not an artist, that you couldn't even draw a stick figure if you wanted to. Well, I believe that's not true. Creativity is part of the human experience, and making art is one of the best ways to express that creativity. And you can learn to do anything with enough practice. Now we can make a broad definition of what art is. You might be more into the culinary arts, music, or performing arts, but that's still art. And there are many reasons why you should be making more of it. Today we'll just look at six of the best reasons why you should be making more art.



  1. It makes you a better problem solver. When you use your creativity, you help your brain get better at divergent thinking and problem-solving in general. NASA did a study to see where creativity came from, because they wanted their scientists to be more creative, you know to invent new technologies and all. So they tested a group of kids from the time they were five years old until they...
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Defining Your Own Success

motivation Aug 27, 2019

Yesterday morning, Michelle's grandma stopped by for breakfast before leaving town. We made jalepeño and herb omelets, a pot of fresh ground French press, and ate Concord grapes straight from the vine growing over our pergola. 

As we were tidying up dishes, she said to us, "Oh, this was just so special."

I responded, "This is actually pretty normal for us most mornings."

Just about every morning, we wake up and make a big, delicious breakfast. If the weather allows, we eat it on the back patio, right under the previously mentioned grapevine. We take our time with it, talking at our leisure before getting on to our work for the day.

It's a simple luxury, but it means a lot. 

When we were teaching, our mornings were completely shot. We felt lucky if we had time to stop at McDonald's for a McMuffin before school. Big, leisurely breakfasts were a Saturday-only treat, and one that we relished.

One day at such a breakfast, Michelle and I were talking about our dreams and...

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5 Ways To Boost Your Creativity

motivation Aug 21, 2019

In the last several years of running our shop, we've run into a bunch of people who have said things like, "I could never do that—I'm just not that creative."

Often, we feel like creativity is an inherent state of our being. We either are creative, or we are not. Someone else might be able to look at a canvas and imagine worlds hitherto unknown, but certainly, I cannot. 

The good news is, that's not true. In fact, a NASA study of 1600 4- and 5-year-olds found that 98% of them performed at genius levels of creativity. The same test administered to adults only found 2% displaying that same level.

Your creativity is like a muscle. If you don't use it, you lose it. It atrophies. 

But that doesn't mean you can't get it back. There are a number of things you can do to get those creative juices flowing again!

Here are a few of our favorites.


One of the hardest parts of any creative work is that first idea. Few things are as...

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Why Free Spirit Types Need To Care About The Boring Business Crap

motivation Aug 13, 2019

In college, there was a bit of a recurring joke any time anyone mentioned they were getting a business degree.

“So basically, you don’t actually have an idea of what you want to do when you graduate?”

Me and my friends from the arts, music, and philosophy departments would chuckle at their bland lack of creativity.

If they flipped the script on me, I would tell them I wanted to be a drifter—take a tour on a missionary ship, maybe hitchhike across South America...I even mapped out a route for a globe-circling solo boat trip. 

When I was asked why (and everyone asked), I would answer with some sort of pithy statement about the world being too big and exciting to not see as much of it as I can. But in reality, there was a much deeper reason motivating my wanderlust. 


I was terrified of responsibility.


Taxes were a mystery to me. I didn’t know the first thing about managing a checking account. People would talk about investments, and...

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A Creative Life is Not for the Faint of Heart

motivation Aug 02, 2019

Henri Matisse is right. This creativity stuff is risky. You are taking your ideas out of your head and putting them into the world. And you're hoping people like them. You're hoping they get it. You're hoping they understand what you wanted to say. But life doesn't always happen like we hope. And so you think of all the things that could go wrong if you share your creative work.  What if no one likes them? What if it breaks? What if people see the real me and don't like me? 

I get it. When you create something, anything at all, it's personal. There's part of you in the work you create. And while that can be scary, it's also the thing that makes this sort of work kind of sacred. You are creating something that never existed before you made it. You are bringing an idea to life. It's like you are a mad scientist, a god, or an artist. 

But really. The work you make is important. 

Think of all the creative work that has affected your life. That has given you a...

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Will Anybody Die? Why You Can't Afford NOT To Take A Break

motivation Jun 05, 2019

The modern entrepreneur's vocabulary is filled with statements like these.

"Rise and grind."

"Hustle like you mean it."

"Your dreams only work as hard as you do."

We've even said a couple of those to you guys. And while there's a lot of truth there, there's a lot of danger too. 

Namely, burnout.

One of the reasons we started working for ourselves was because we were tired of other people deciding what we were worth. Michelle was putting 70 hours a week into teaching, planning lessons, and grading. One year, she was even honored as Teacher of the Year.

She got a plaque.

That's it.

No bonus, no raise, no pizza party. Just a plaque, and some snot-nosed students asking, "how come she got Teacher of the Year?"

She got paid the same for busting her ass as she would have if she just had the kids watch videos and fill out worksheets every day. 

After I got laid off, she decided she was going to bust her ass for herself, and put in her notice. 

And friends,...

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Done > Perfect

motivation May 30, 2019

Things have been busy over here at the FitzGerald household. Not only are we working hard to build up resources for all you killer creators, but on Sunday, we're throwing the fourth Rebel Art Fest, our very own art and music festival! 

A few years ago, we saw a gap in our local community. There were tons of great artists who were a little outside of the "mainstream." Artists whose work was a little too out there or too outsider or too niche or too punk rock for the mainstream audience, so they often got overlooked at other art shows and music festivals. But that didn't mean they were any less deserving of celebration.

Then we had a funny thought...

What if we just organized our own festival for them?

We filed a street closure permit with the city, called some artist and musician friends, and just did the damn thing. We put a tent in our parking lot and borrowed a sound system from a friend. We lined up artists on the sidewalk outside of our shop.

And people actually...

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